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its true  
"A butterfly lights beside us like a sunbeam, and for a
brief moment its glory and beauty belong to our world:
but then it flies again. And though we wish it could
have stayed, we feel so lucky to have seen it." 

Our diamond  

Angel wathcing over us  
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Our family is now lucky enough to have a beautiful angel watching over us at all times.
VISIT FROM THE GRAVE  
I stood by your bed last night, i came to have a peep.
i could see that you were crying,you found it hard to sleep.
I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear, "its me, i havent left you,
i'm well, i'm fine, i'm here."
I was close to you at breakfast, i watched you pour your tea, you were thinking
of the many times, your hand reached for me.
I was with you at the shops today,
your arms were getting sore. i longed to take your bags, i wish i could do more.
I was with you at my grave today,
you tend it with such care.i want to reassure you, that i'm not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house,
as you fumbled for your key.I gently put my hand on yours, i smiled and said
" its me".
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.I tried so hard to let you know
that i'm standing there.
Its possible for me , to be so near you everyday, to say to you with certainty,"i never went away".
You sat there quietly, then smiled, i think you knew.....in the stillness of that evening, i was very close to you.
The day is over....i smile and watch you yawning and say "goodnight godbless, i'll see you in the morning".
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide, ill rush across to greet you and we'll stand side by side.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.Be patient, live your journey out....
then come home to be with me.
WEEP NOT FOR ME  
Weep not for me though i am gone
into the gentle night
grieve if you will, but not for long
upon my soul's sweet flight
I am at peace, my soul's at rest
there is no need for tears
for with your love i was blessed.
There is no pain, i suffer not
the fear now all is gone.
put now these things out of your thoughts,
in your memory i live on.
Remember not my fight for breath
remember not my strife
please do not dwell upon my death,
but celebrate my life.
im so sorry  

Since jessica's birth i take one day at a time and its hard words cannot express how hard.i never take anything for granted, i used to , i thought i'd be coming home with a brand new baby and nothing could have ever prepared me for the trauma i went through emotionaly and physicaly of that fateful day giving birth to my daughter knowing she wouldnt be taking a single breath.I was living my worst nightmare that i havent woken from yet! Life is a miracle, pregnany, birth and children and shouldnt be taken for granted i just dont know what fate will throw next or what tomorrow has in store.I am not the person i used to be part of my heart went with jessica
I am so sorry jessica i couldn't bring you into this world safely i am never going to see you cry, smile, walk, talk, and the beautiful little girl you would have grown into i am so proud of you, you are and always will be a precious part of my heart and hope you can forgive me darling i love you and hope you can see me where ever you are. x x x x x x x x x x


from jessica  

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
Iam not there, i do not sleep.
Iam a thousand winds that blow.
Iam the diamond glints on snow.
Iam the sunlight on ripened grain.
Iam the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the mornings hush,
Iam the swift uplifting rush
or guiet birds in circled flight,
Iam the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
Iam not there, i did not die.


white rose  
   mummys favourite flowers i dedicate this beautiful white rose to you    
 
FOR JESSICA ROBIN SZYDELKO                                
piglet  

WORDS OF COMFORT  
whenever clouds are looming
in a dark and stormy sky
and the joy you used to feel
just passes you right by.
remember that such times
are a part of life each day
and that even the blackest clouds
always blow away.
so when they start to gather
and there seems to be no end,
please know they're not forever
on that you may depend.
so no matter what life brings,
keep these words in mind
dont focus on the couds
but on the sunshine just behind.
you shall gain an inner strength
if you just allow yourself to be
and feel the peace within
as from troubles you break free.

TO REMEMBER OUR BABY  

EACH LIFE IS INDEED A GIFT
NO MATTER HOW SHORT
NO MATTER HOW FRAGILE
EACH LIFE IS INDEED A GIFT
TO BE HELD IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER
OF ALL THE GIFTS WE EVER HAD
HOWEVER GREAT OR SMALL
TO HAVE YOU AS OUR LITTLE ONE
WAS THE GREATEST GIFT OF ALL.


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